[HELP] Characters blocks with torch instead of holding it up

[DraugrMorg]

Either i changed the game with mods or i forgot how the controls work (on pc).
Holding right mouse should make my character hold up the torch to spread light, instead he blocks enemy attacks (blocking).
What are the controls to hold the torch up instead of blocking?

[legoless]

Holding the torch up is not a thing in vanilla Skyrim?