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Sorry for responding so late, but to answer the people asking how I'm doing: still dealing with depression (if anything it's gotten worse. Also been getting more stupid). Also, still gaming, with Morrowind being my TES game (when I actually play a TES game. I mainly play other things) with Skyrim at ...

Hello all! How have you people all been? It's been a while since I've posted here. While I've moved to other places, I had some nice times here and thought I jump in for a moment to see how everyone is (well the vast majority of you).

Been a small bit since I posted on the forums. Hello all. Heads back to Discord.

I hold the same stance as I did before when this [&@%!] last time: paid mods are [&@%!] and should burn in hell hard. It jusr creates more rifts in the community, promotes laziness and stealing, corrupts the community, and more. I am partial self modder myself and I never supported [&@%!] like this ...

I have the worst luck with laptop chargers it seems, esp. in recent times. I had just gotten my current one about a year ago or less, and it breaks. I've ordered a new one, but I really should be looking at getting a new laptop. I've had my current one for over 4+ years and it's showing its age. I ...

There is only one true monarch: me, your true and rightful King! It's treasonous for anyone else to even question this!

Speaking about Mass Effect, my Mass Effect Rewrite (MER) RP is conceivably starting up fully very soon. We need more players, as I have said before. However , as I have hammered and repeated countless times before, it is on my own forums found here: http://kfmerewriteforums.proboards.com/ . While ...

Another pointless fight? Keep it up. I got all the popcorn and time in the universe.

Been playing some Fallout New Vegas lately. Some mods I have installed is probably what has been bringing me back for a bit.

I saw bigots being laughably bigoted. Still, can someone please give me something to have any faith in this damned species?

People are weird and hopeless. Do something to make them make more sense and be less [censored]. Do it now! You King commands you! Succeed in this, and you might get rewarded. Fail, and face the penalty for high treason!

Halo Custom Edition and modding it. Morrowind Modding. Skyrim (I want to mod it, but unfortunately I have a playthrough going on and rule of thumb with Skyrim and Papyrus is not to edit the mod files mid playthrough. Also, Pokemon Super Mystery Dungeon. In terms of PMD, PMD2: Explorers of the Sky ...

TA2: Given my diminishing interest in the RP, my horrible character and writing, me wanting to do other things and not deal with this RP anymore, I'm quitting it for now. It's not fun and it is a chore to write up a single dam post. Maybe I'll come back later, but for now, I'm doing myself and ...

I've been tapering off my antidepressants for about a week now. I've been do a pill once every two days and hope to space them even more out soon. My general doctor, school consoler and a psychiatrist all are not hostile to the idea and all supported it to varying degrees (ironically, none of them ...

I wonder if it's normal to be this attached to a computer. Most people I know would probably deal with this predicament better. All I know is that the sound of a hard drive experiencing problems feels like a jab right in the chest, and the dread of knowing there's a possibility I may not have a ...

Can I [&@%!] stop having all these dam setbacks in life and succeed at something? Oh wait, no I can't. I'm a pariah.

Everything around me is breaking it seems. My mind, my laptop, life in general, people around me, our equipment, my car, etc. I watch as everything decays around and inside me. It sucks.

In other news, I'm seriously considering going off antidepressants entirely and just dealing with depression or ...

Skyrim. With. Mods. Is. Destroying. My. Life. Again. Help!

Finally registered on another site that I feel comfortable enough talking about my horrible thoughts. Maybe they can help me kill them, or at least provide support.

BL: Why, did this RP end horribly? Because I can no longer see its history. Not interested in joining, just curious.

I just had an idea to run a short Halo RP based on one of my own scenarios. Players would be mostly Humans and would be Marines, ODSTs, and more. However, the story also calls for conflict on the Covenant side of things and could accommodate some players there as well. I imagine this RP would be ...

I got my driver's incense earlier today. Truth be told, I don't feel like I accomplished much and feel like I might have harmed myself in the short term (way more expenses, people using me more, and all that). Getting it also caused me to have an anxiety attack when I got home, which wasn't fun. It ...

I usually always cannot go into deep sleep. Instead I'm just in rest mode while my mind cannot shut up (like usual). Partly blame it on me being on my electronics very soon before I go to sleep.

Also, I cannot drink anything close to my bed time otherwise I will be "up" for bit taking [&@%!]. Even ...

TA2: I will make a post when I can. When I can get myself to and stop doing other things (like playing games or working on my own RP on my forums).

@Velvet So keep it like Gen 4 and/or before? I'm quite familiar with Pokemon up to and including Gen 4. After that, I still follow along but it's not as second nature as Gen 4 and before.